crissy!

After seven long months we got to see each other even on webcam. Thanks to skype and big thanks that he has access to internet now. The past months, we have to be contented with texting and once in a while phone calls. I am actually getting used to it. It just gets harder to imagine how he looked like now.


He let me see too his surroundings.The view was amazing especially that it was sunset when we were chatting. But it looked so sad too or I am just feeling that way, imagining that he's all alone in the midst of the sea.

The funny thing was we had an argument when he saw a picture of mine posted in facebook. And the reason was because i looked so fat. I just laugh about it not knowing he was really dead serious about his remark. I even kid back that "so what, I'm beautiful even if I'm fat". That he even pissed him off saying, why can't i learn to take care of myself. Oh, well I can really just laugh about it now. Although, it was  a turning point too for me to put a little effort to look good. Kaya daw siya nagpapakahirap para maging maganda ako. Crissy could be so funny!

I was really not vain from the start. At sabi ko nga dapat pa nga niya ipagpasalamat na low maintenance ako. Para daw akong may anak ng tatlo. Biniro ko din siya kagabi na para na siyang may anak na lima,hahaha. Bumabawi lang daw ako.

Anyway, lesson learned is to really looked good especially for housewives even they are within the comfort of home. And from now on, I will also take seriously his advise for me to shop a new dress every month. Now that is something I won't complain about.

Happiness,happiness.... i see how happy he is too. and that is more than enough for now.

housewife

I am now playing the role most often thought as simply the career to choose when you simply don't have the choice. These past two months were my first hands on experience of being a full time housewife.

I wouldn't say it is like hell nor it is a bliss. What i like of course about the situation is the fact that i can wake up late, not late enough though,to have time to prepare lunch. I can now watch the noontime shows and have dvd marathons which gives me company while cris is at school. Of course in between i have to squeeze in the laundry, the dishes, and the rest of household chores that a dutiful wife should be doing. I promised myself that i wouldn't have my routines and just live one day at a time but i always find time to check on the clock and follow my unwritten schedule.

What i love most of course is that i have lot of time to devote with cris. Times that i can offer him my undivided attention. Eleven months being away from each other was no joke and all i wanted now is to be with him every minute of the day. He would even joke that maybe it's really time to get myself a job because i seemed to be losing my sanity.Oh well, it's just the crazy me who  doesn't want him out of my sight. He couldn't believe himself that sometimes i could be acting far from what i used to be.

It takes a lot of self-confidence to remain as a housewife who keeps herself while being there full-time for her husband. Sometimes, i couldn't help too in asking myself of my worth, but at the end of the day, I console myself of the fact that these whole thing had brought our relationship into a higher level. And, i have no regrets. I know i need to find myself a job too but for now, i will cherish these times first.