i'm 34 and so is my waistline,hahaha

picture taking na lang ang dalawa on nic's birthday

my all time favorite mumurahin pizza, though this one is chicken barbecue flavor.
i'll still go for their beef mushroom, nic's birthday treat

We decided to spend my birthday at Star City. Siyempre no less than, bodang ang mag-ienjoy at si tita nic. They got themselves a ride all you can ticket while we opted for just the admission. I have motion sickness and I can't handle the rides.

mag-pose din daw ako... 

takot din pumasok si bodang

favorite ni dang, naka-apat 'ata siya na balik dito

i'm inside that balloon for five minutes
finally, na-experience ko din 'to...
di nga lang ako makagalaw masyado at parang masyado akong mabigat

ayaw ako pagbigyan ni dang ng solo pose kaya sama na lang siya

Mas ma-appreciate mo pala siya kapag di matao masyado. It's a Monday when we went there. On the two instances I've been there, it was Christmas time already. where just lining up for rides would take a while.I only tried their Gabi ng Lagim booth in 2003 with my officemates and the Snow World in 2008 with Cris and his friend. Di pa din natupad 'yong snow world ni nic at may additional entrance. Ako, I wanted to try the wall climbing. Next time, I would.

Well, I'm 34 and I can't do anything about it. It already shows. But don't worry  Crissy, malapit pa lang naman sa range na 'yan ang waistline ko.

a day with my mom

How time flies, this is the second year now that we are visiting mommy. And still, it seems like yesterday. The pain may not be that intense anymore but it remains there. There are still moments when you wished it didn't happen. Even if I am doing laundry, I would think about that day she passed away, and imagine that what if they were just mistaken and she was really alive? I guess, the whole acceptance will have a long way to go, and even the concept of death, for now I can't fathom yet.

The one person who loves me the most will no longer be there on the many chapters of life I am going to have. I know she will be the happiest when I am happy.

ang dalawang pinaka-excited pumunta

ang dalawang pa-cute-ton uli

di ko naman masyado feel ang violet

si papay

dinner is ready...thanks to chef lolo

binky sleeps over

 After a long time, ngayon lang uli natulog dito sila binky at vince...

nakatulog din si binking @ 10:30pm

nakaubos muna ng dalawang dede bago matulog

haay salamat nakatulog din ang tatlong boys

ang sweeeeet ng dalawa 

haay gigising na daw siya @ 4:30am

tumatumbling-tumbling sa ibabaw ni pet at pilit ginigising

i'm alive and kicking again before the sun shines

@7am...tulog na uli tayo tita rish

ang mga pinaggagawa niya bago matulog....

nag ala rock star

hinila til masira mga nakasabit

nag-aral tumayo at maupo mag-isa

pinaglaruan mga sabit sa Xmas tree

di mapakali sa cellphone parang may titext talaga at hanap pa magandang position
tapos kunwari may tinatawagan din at kinikilig-kilig kapag nag hello binky ka

naka-anim na dede pala ako.magkano kaya ang nagastos ko ngayong gabi sa gatas?

thank God if you're busy!!!

"It is in hard work that you are blessed by the Lord", the priest ended his homily with this line in the Wednesday mass. I never knew too that laziness could be a sin. He said it is a sin not doing something especially when you know the job and you excuse yourself because you're feeling lazy. In Bicol dialect he said, "nagpara-paliman-liman." .He added that we should be grateful when we got many things to do. It means that people trust us to do the job and we are still fit for work.

I felt guilty in a way because the other night , I was just thinking before going to sleep, what if I could also be selfish for a day. Iyong sarili ko na naman muna ang isipin ko. It is one of disadvantages when you're better half is away. Sometimes you feel that you also want to be taken cared of. There are days when you don't want to get up but you got no choice. Well, I am one workaholic person but I do get tired and I wish he is here to be my servant, like he always do,hahaha. And I will feel like a princess once again.

But I am also thankful that I have time to do a lot of things. Indeed, Thank you God! Sometimes, I also miss going to the office. I wish I am still delegated with a project to finish or a sales to meet, and I am sure I wouldn't settle for less. Oh! on the second thought, I have my business to keep up, plants to grow and household chores that never ends. More than enough to keep me busy.

One more thing, although I would love to be a mom, I am also delighted by the fact that for now, I have time to be a mom on weekends to my bens and binky love, and I have some spare to give to other children. I came to appreciate it when the other day, my eyes can't get off on a chocolate cake. It was high noon and I was already hungry that the sight makes my mouth water. But a boy was asking me for some coins to buy him rice. I said goodbye to the yummy looking cake and bought him rice and hot dog instead. The feel good feeling was more than eating cakes.

It's been raining since yesterday due to typhoon signal and to keep myself busy again, I got the Christmas tree out of the sack and decided to start with our Christmas decorations.

pet and pau hanging the balls.

afterwards pet brought his animal collections, pero wag ko daw isama sa mga ipamimigay sa mahihirap,hahaha

sarot was the in-charge of the lights

my tree is up!!!!
this tree has been with us for eight years now, hany's Xmas gift to mommy

crissy!

After seven long months we got to see each other even on webcam. Thanks to skype and big thanks that he has access to internet now. The past months, we have to be contented with texting and once in a while phone calls. I am actually getting used to it. It just gets harder to imagine how he looked like now.


He let me see too his surroundings.The view was amazing especially that it was sunset when we were chatting. But it looked so sad too or I am just feeling that way, imagining that he's all alone in the midst of the sea.

The funny thing was we had an argument when he saw a picture of mine posted in facebook. And the reason was because i looked so fat. I just laugh about it not knowing he was really dead serious about his remark. I even kid back that "so what, I'm beautiful even if I'm fat". That he even pissed him off saying, why can't i learn to take care of myself. Oh, well I can really just laugh about it now. Although, it was  a turning point too for me to put a little effort to look good. Kaya daw siya nagpapakahirap para maging maganda ako. Crissy could be so funny!

I was really not vain from the start. At sabi ko nga dapat pa nga niya ipagpasalamat na low maintenance ako. Para daw akong may anak ng tatlo. Biniro ko din siya kagabi na para na siyang may anak na lima,hahaha. Bumabawi lang daw ako.

Anyway, lesson learned is to really looked good especially for housewives even they are within the comfort of home. And from now on, I will also take seriously his advise for me to shop a new dress every month. Now that is something I won't complain about.

Happiness,happiness.... i see how happy he is too. and that is more than enough for now.

princess julia

a mini- storybook of the six princesses @ 30pesos per set

pretty lunchbox @ 76pesos...looks durable

stationery set @ 25 pesos

a stationary set too @ 78pesos. cute siya kaya binili ko.may kasama pa anotebook ganyan din na shape and a comb/mirror

make-up set @ 30pesos

stationary set @ 25 pesos

the pretty face towels @ 9.75 each. wala nga lang siyang plastic

hand towel @ 27 pesos

erasers for lootbag @ 25 pesos, its 24 pieces

stickers,stickers @ 6 pesos each